Life is Complicated

This may be a very vague post but I recently received some news about a family member and it has changed my world. I feel like this year has started with a bang and with that I mean a health bang. First, I punctured my palm with a knife, then Yasmin had a seizure, then family member diagnosis. I just feel like life is testing me and I am being prepared to become a stronger person.

For those who know me, I am always joking around and really don't get into serious political or social conversations. This may no longer be true about me..I honestly don't even feel like smiling, laughing, talking, eating, nothing!! I never want to questions my faith but when times get tough I avoid asking the question, "Why?", "Why me?" "Why us?". I never do get my answer and it ends up being a very testing time for me, so I have stopped asking the question.

The toughest time of the day is pretty much all day until the girls go to bed. I am not able to be sad around them. They sense it and I don't want them to be impacted with any troubles in the world. They are young and need to be sheltered. At least for the time being.

I know I am not giving a lot of information but please respect our privacy at this time. I do want and need your prayers! Prayers have a way of consoling your heart and at this time that's all that I have.