Tuesday, August 10, 2010
I feel deaf, dead, insane, out of control, and wanting to run away. At times I amaze myself by totally shutting down while the chaos is surrounding me. I can just get lost in my little world and continue to hear the kids scream. Finally my daughter goes, "mommy why are you not talking"..honestly...I just don't know what to say, what to do, how to react, etc!
Thank God its 8:18pm and its bedtime for the 2 year old. I am going to take her upstairs and then try to just relax with my cup of tea. God help me!
Posted by Areeba at 8:20 PM