I am Me and they are THREE!

I have a 2 month old screaming in the background, I have a 5 year old watching Alice in Wonderland and complaining how she is scared and I continue to push away my 2 year old fingers as they approach this keyboard.  I have 2 hands and at any given time I am overpowered and outnumbered.

I hear that going from one to two kids is hard.  I honestly have to disagree.  In my case, going from two kids to three has been crazy.  At any given time I am being pulled in all different directions.  I cant seem to catch a break.  I feed the baby and then its time for the older girls to either eat, shower, play or nap.  Its just constant.  I wonder how that woman on TLC with 19 kids does it.  I mean I am going crazy with three and her ass keeps on popping kids left and right.  When do they have time for sex (oh lord please don't let my father read this post).  

The decision to go from two to three was easy, but I truly did not realize how crazy life will get. Baby Sohni is two months and I know that things will get easier as she gets out of her colic stage in the next couple of months.  Yasmin is 5 Publish Postand I have to keep a very close eye on her so she does not grow too fast.  She like to watch icarly and victorious!  seriously!!!  those show may be suitable for a 9 year old but my baby does not need to be watching those shows at her age.  My middle child is just in her own little world.  All she wants is her pacifier, blanket and milk!  

As I type this post I have all my three girls laying on top of me.  I just love being loved by them.  Its the only type of love that can feel so real.